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you are everywhere in me

butterflies and field of parennials

i was most sorry (and thankful) i am

to build one we would feel familiar on

we should've just stayed where the horizon lay

the war no one's winning

the monster you became and the death we walk into together

i'm no longer your one.

our love came in an instant—you must be only in my mind

you'll regret me to your dreams

it's as if life's playing favoritism

i watched how your promises kept me alive—until they didn't.

i remember screaming, how are you doing?

of course i'm calm. you wouldn't know the rage rotting in my soul.

i smiled, cried, and washed the dishes today.

you looked at people and wondered.

was it love we laughed off.

i might say something stupid—i think i just did

love, fear, insecurities, and any other things Niki puts in Anaheim.

it is december and you can't just remember.