our love came in an instant—you must be only in my mind

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In my mind you're still laughing. Of your dogs running after me in a park we've always loved to sit in. And you'd take your analog cam so in it I'm pictured with your dogs as you're flustered murmuring damns. In my mind you're still loving it: your happily barking dogs and my chuckles you won't never dare to avoid.

In my mind you're still standing there leading the dance. Gaze fell right upon mine and you wished to lay your lips all over my face in just an instance. In my mind you'd still be waiting for me in the altar, we would have your dogs as our guest star—oh, the dreams we live while flying in a bar.

In my mind—

We could've made it to every bests of the year. We were the best pair those in the street would whisper but my friends said we weren't more than a fling summer. But I loved you until the next winter. So how would they convince me that when a flash of wind could make me shiver, I still see your shadows linger.

My grandma said it's a bad thing getting drunk by some stranger, but our love used to make me feel more than flown—whereas love was supposed to feel like the oddest thing ever. You never want to be sober and I'm an alcoholic drug dealer—I had said we would best complete each other. Little did we know it was never a vow written. We taste the sweetest love in one another but never we know we're forbidden.

We were the sweetest — un-realest thing to be happen. So they wonder what makes us say we weren’t even when all we give to each other was a disguising venom.

I love you so much till it hurts. But I can't even tolerate your single quickest touch. You love me so much you prayed an oath. But which Gods do you think would care to listen when you said you aren't even one of the people who trust.

Our love feels like everyone's first. It comes from the afterlife all burnt but it'd successfully convince everyone it was innocent. It was the victim of a story so tragic nobody would love to listen.

And what it didn't tell everyone about was that it wasn't supposed to be something people should mourn. That it was more way dangerous than what one would ever imagined.

Our love came in instant. Right when we both feels like we're the shittiest men. It traces through our scars promising someday they will eventually mend. It sleeps in our between so while there was no eyes watching it would smash us apart in a mere short second.

Though one night it treats us so lovely we could not tell the differences of which's dreams and reality. Then in just a blink of an eye it bashes down our pieces of heart we held carefully.

Our love came in instant. And so our love left in a way quicker time leaving more than a deepened scar.

Our love came in instant. Now you’re living only in my mind—I wonder if all along you’ve been only in my mind.